So I have this boyfriend , hes an asshole. He says mean things to me , Idk if he means it or not, but its in his nature I suppose. Its like  he never puts my feelings into consideration. I mean I do everything I can to be the perfect girlfriend, Yeah I know, no one is perfect, but i try to be at least in that area , only because I feel like that’s one of the only things i can possibly be almost perfect in. Its like no matter what, I’m the person that’s wrong or messed up. When in fact I only want the little things; you know a “hello” when you come in the house a kiss or even a hug everyday when I come in or when I say goodbye. I ask for nothing materialistic at all , those things don’t matter to me. I mean our relationship hasn’t always been like this, he actually use to be perfect to me but it seems like ever since we hit month 4 everything has been going down hill. I mean don’t get me wrong he’s still a sweetheart when he wants to be , but he goes through so many mood swings, I feel like I’m walking on eggshells. I just wish everything would go back to how it was….